For a smile as wide as a country sunrise
“Okay,” said Baldwin, “we are all here, we have our lunch, if you can call it that. Here we are in Paris, all this beautiful cuisine and you order pizza. Hard to believe.” “I didn’t boss,” said Rock. Baldwin looked, “5 hamburgers and 6 orders of fries,” then he shook his head. “How do you eat so much for lunch?”, asked Annelie. “Hey, all that walking around makes me hungry, and these burgers are small,” he said holding one up. “That is a meal in itself,” said Kristina.
“Well, you’re a lot smaller than me,” he said. Meow?=What you mean all that walking around? You drive car, we do walking. “Rock, you get out of that car and walk around too,” said Jennifer firmly. “Okay,” he said, “I will do more walking from now on.” “Um, are you really going to eat all those fries?”, asked Annelie. “Uh, well, would you like one?”, he asked her. “Thank you, yes,” she said and got up to get it. “What about me?”, asked Kristina with sad eyes. Rock sighed, “okay, anyone else?”
He then looks down, “none left, I’m going to starve.” “There will be leftover pizza Rock, you can fill up on that,” said Kat. “Okay, time to talk,” said Baldwin, “I know everyone is getting discouraged, it has been 9 days now and no sign of Steve whatever. But we have to eat! That means you 2 cats as well, we do not want Steve coming back and seeing 2 skin and bones cats, do we?” Both their ears went straight up. Kat gave them each some pizza.
“And that goes for Kat and Jennifer too,” said Baldwin. They both sigh, but agreed they needed to keep up their eating. “We have covered this whole city,” said Kat, “we have advertised on TV, put up posters, the police are looking. It is like he has vanished completely.” “That is true,” added Annelie, “how could no one see him at least?” “Well, I am going to say something you will not like to hear,” said Baldwin seriously, “it is possible he has been killed or killed himself, that is what the drug is meant to do to him.” Meow,meow!=Me say NO! My human is alive still, we find him yet!
“Muffin is right,” said Annelie, “no giving up for us, Steve is out there somewhere and someone must know where. He has to eat, so he can’t be hiding somewhere.” “Not true,” said Baldwin, “someone might be hiding him, a criminal gang for example. Who knows what John may have put into his brain, he may think he is a criminal too.” “That will make it tough to find him then,” said Jennifer. “Yes, it would, but for now we keep looking,” said Baldwin, and we are going to switch areas now, and mix up our teams a bit. Jennifer, you take the cats, Kat, you go with Melanie, Kristina comes with me and Annelie goes with Rock. Chung will stay here and keep in touch with all of us.” They finished their lunch and off they went once more.
Meanwhile…”Was it a busy day at the bakery?”, I asked Carine. “No, not really, just some bad news for me,” she said, “the bakery is closing, the owners were not able to sell it because business is down so much due to the new large bakery so close by. So I have only one week left. Plus, I did not tell you this, but when my brother lived with me, he paid the rent for this flat, I cannot afford it. When he moved away he said the money would be sent to me each month for the rent, but it never comes and my brother is nowhere to be found.
I am 3 months behind in rent and my landlady has given me until the end of this month to pay or move. So I must move in two weeks time.” “And you have been looking after me this past week, adding to your stress,” I said. “No Bernard,” she said, “having you here has not been stress, you have helped me a great deal, just by being by my side.” She started calling me Bernard, her grandfather’s name, because she did not want to keep saying “you” all the time. And she said I needed a name, which I agreed with. It felt much better having a name even if it was not mine.
But right now it is my name and that makes me feel like I am actually alive. I sit beside her on the couch and put my arm around her, she puts her head on my shoulder. “There is something good though,” she added, “the owners of the bakery know someone in a town in another part of France, they also have a bakery and need someone to help them. So I can have the job if I want and there is a room for rent close by the bakery for me. But I do not wish to leave you Bernard. Would you come with me?”
“Certainly I will,” I said, “I have nothing here, and really, leaving here and living in a smaller town might be good for me.” “And maybe you see a doctor too?”, she asked. “Maybe,” I said, “here I feel too nervous, perhaps there I will not and I will be brave enough to see a doctor.” “Good!”, she exclaimed and kissed me, “but maybe I should not be kissing you, maybe yet there is a wife waiting for you somewhere.” “Maybe,” I said, “but I sure cannot remember anyone. I really do not remember anything before the day we met.” Then that awful pain hit my head again and I bent over groaning. Who…am…I?
To Be Continued.
Pictures of MC are kindly supplied by his human, Nina.
©2022 Steve McLeod.
This is getting seriously dangerous… if you go to another town they may never find you! Oh my!! I don’t know if I can handle this??😬😬
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Yes, you are right! Somehow my team must find me quickly before we move. But can they do it? John seems to be winning this round way too easily. But can John even be found? And even if my team finds me, it has been a long time, perhaps too long to bring my memory back again.🤔👩👱♀️🙀🙀👱♀️👩👩👩😐🙂😊🕵️♂️
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Emotional attachments are hard to break and the memories around are a constant trigger back to them.😁😉
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Yep, hopefully something will really trigger things for me so that I start to actually remember something, anything, so we have something to work with. Carine is being very helpful and patient.
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OK? Think she’s taken a shine to you!😉😊
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Yep, that could be a problem too. Even though we agreed to keep it to “friendship” only, love is only a step away.🤔😳😬
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Well…. hmmm that could create a really complicated situation if and or when you get your memory back!😬😮😯😲😳
Kat is understanding but that could be more than she could bear.😬😬
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Yes, that is so true! That is why things need to happen quickly, especially finding me and then getting my memory restored, hopefully. Kat is very understanding, but yes, it could be a tough situation.😳😬👱♀️👩
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You have a pretty good compas for that stuff. That doesn’t change because you lost your memory!😉😁😊
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I certainly hope you’re right! Otherwise more problems ahead!🤔🙄🙄
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No problems… just opportunities to succeed!😁😁😊😂😂
How’s that coming from me??🤣🤣🤣
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Succeed? I don’t even know who I am!🙄🙄😳😳
Yes, that’s very good!😂😂
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See?? You’ve gotten past the first obstacle!! You know who you aren’t!😁😊
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I did? Oh good. I think. About the only thing I’m sure about is that I’m not Carine, because I can see her and she isn’t me.😂👩
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Nothing gets past you..😂😂😂😂
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Thank you, must be that PI brain of mine still at work!🤔🙄🙄
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It’s all still on there! Ya just gotta find it again!😂😂
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Yeah, but that’s the problem. I’ll get lost trying to find my way through the maze!😳🤪😯😖🤯
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It’s like a jig saw puzzle!! Find one piece at a time until you can see the whole picture!😁😁😊😊
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But I don’t know what pieces I’m looking for so how will I know when I find them?🤔🤔😳🙄
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Just find them and fit them together later… you just have to start collecting them
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Hmm, but what if I find some wrong pieces?🤔 Then my past will be all mixed up and I won’t know who I am.😬
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There are no wrong pieces. They’re all a part of who you are! You just need to put them in the right order!😁
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oh my, that could be tough! So far there is a woman with blond hair and no face and a gray cat. Not much to go on.
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Oooo… good point! I’m sure there’ll be other hints along the way… just collect them or write them down as you come across them.😊
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I usually try to forget them, they just get me mixed up and then I get frustrated and then my head hurts and I groan a lot.😳😳
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That’s just a normal day then!🤣🤣🤣
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How did you guess?
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I deduced it all by myownself!😊😊
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Very good!
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I don’t know where the ok came from on that reply!! This phone is so weird some tines!🤪
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It’s starting to talk for you!😂
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Oh great… it’s not bad enough that I screw it up now the phones thinking for me too!!😖😖😖😂😂😂😂
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Well, they are supposed to be “smart” phones, so maybe it’s trying to take over!😳😳😳
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Oh great!! I’m really in trouble if it’s smarter than me!! That doesn’t say much for me!!😬😬😬😫
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Have you ever noticed they have smart phones, smart TV’s, smart watches, smart lights, etc, but they never advertise a smart computer?🤔🤔
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That’s a very astute observation 🤔 And right on the mark!! Can a computer truly be smart? After all… they operate on logic and programmed codes.. so they don’t truly think.. I don’t 🤔
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Computers don’t think? That’s very discombobulating to think about!🤔😳
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Well discombobulated is something a computer can never be!😉😁
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Somehow I think that might be a good thing though.🙄🙄
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I think so!!😉
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Nice to have someone agree with me!😁
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Thank you and you’re Welcome!😁😁
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You’re welcome and thank you!😁
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Where have I heard that before?🤔🤔🙄🙄
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Is that a trick question?
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Kinda?🙄🙄🤭🤭
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No wonder, I’ll leave that one for the PI team.
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Good choice!! They’ll enjoy the challenge!😉😊😁
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They already have a challenge.🤔🙄
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That’s okay… they can muti-task!😁😂😂😂😂
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Multi? Have you noticed how many are in our PI team already?🤔 We will need a bigger chateau soon!😂😂😂
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Hey… it’s a growing company!!😂😂
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Growing quickly too!
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That’s a good thing!!😉
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Yep, we need all the help we can get!
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Especially right now 😳
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Most absolutely.
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Indubitably 😁
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Having your memory “ erased “ is a very serious problem ! Time for the cats to find you ! Why is there a pain in your head ? The doc must have put something in there…hmmm…🕵️♂️😾😾👩👩👩🤔
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Well, the cats have been so close a couple of times! When I was in that “nowhere” state, my head always hurt then too because the drug attacked a certain part of my brain. It could be the same this time too. But they need to find me quickly before we move or that could be it for me!🤔👩👱♀️🙀🙀👱♀️👩👩👩😐🙂😊🕵️♂️
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